Thursday, October 30, 2008
Tuesday, October 7, 2008
bored.
You are trapped in a room with your ex for three days what do you do?
day one : argue
day two: laugh
day three: laugh argue kill each other.
You are stuck on an elevator with the person you fell the hardest for what happens?
cry
Your best friend of the opposite sex likes you what do you do?
shake my head and say here we going again.
When is the last time you were in a photo booth taking pictures with friends?
back n the day.
Who is the last person you had a sleep over with?
who else? dana necole
Have you ever seen someone you knew and purposely avoided them?
a day i the life.
Who is the last guy you talked to?
thomasssssssss.
Who is the last person you had a deep conversation with?
keana .
Who was the last person you cried in front of?
my old pastor and wife, love em
What do you wear more; jeans sweat pants or shorts?
jeanssss.
Would you consider being married/engaged right now?
engaged sure, married no only because im still in school.
What is one thing you do before you go to sleep?
cover my face.
Have you ever broken someones heart?
yea.
Do you prefer to shower at night or in the morning?
anytime.
Have you ever said you would never love again?
yep
Do you say sorry first?
if im forced to, humility right?
What pisses you off?
liars.
Has someone ever made you a promise and broken it?
who hasnt except dana & keana?
Do you like your name?
its whatever.
Do you have any older siblings?
no
When was the last time you were on the phone after two am?
last night.
Was middle school a bad experience for you?
nope.
Tell me about the shirt you are wearing?
whack.
Do you tell your best friend everything?
only God knows it all.
When do you get the butterflies?
last time i had butterflies the boy with the beard laid his head on my shoulder.
if your single why?
i refuse to trust.
When was the last time you talked to your number one?
today, hii david !
Have you ever cried and didnt know why?
yep
do you have any plans for tomorrow?
breathing.
How old do you think you will be when you finally have children?
24
Would you rather watch football or baseball?
football
What made you happy today?
nothing at all. noone at all.
what is your middle name?
yvonne.
where will you be in an hour?
sleep.
could you date someone taller than you?
im like 3 feet tall.
do you like cuddling?
with him.
do you miss anyone?
yeah my boys.
do you like country music?
yah trick yah
are looks important?
yeah. of course
what are you looking forward to in the next couple of months?
christmas.
is your current hair color mostly your natural hair color?
its all natural..
how old are your siblings?
11 8 6
who did you sleep with last night?
me & my music note pillow.
if you were to die today would your life be complete?
i have God, so call that completion.
how do you handle stress?
i hide it. deep within.
do you think you can last in a relationship for three months?
sure
is your hair curly?
at the root ! lol
what was the first thing you thought this morning?
i need a yes or no.
where is the next place you will travel?
the moon.
day one : argue
day two: laugh
day three: laugh argue kill each other.
You are stuck on an elevator with the person you fell the hardest for what happens?
cry
Your best friend of the opposite sex likes you what do you do?
shake my head and say here we going again.
When is the last time you were in a photo booth taking pictures with friends?
back n the day.
Who is the last person you had a sleep over with?
who else? dana necole
Have you ever seen someone you knew and purposely avoided them?
a day i the life.
Who is the last guy you talked to?
thomasssssssss.
Who is the last person you had a deep conversation with?
keana .
Who was the last person you cried in front of?
my old pastor and wife, love em
What do you wear more; jeans sweat pants or shorts?
jeanssss.
Would you consider being married/engaged right now?
engaged sure, married no only because im still in school.
What is one thing you do before you go to sleep?
cover my face.
Have you ever broken someones heart?
yea.
Do you prefer to shower at night or in the morning?
anytime.
Have you ever said you would never love again?
yep
Do you say sorry first?
if im forced to, humility right?
What pisses you off?
liars.
Has someone ever made you a promise and broken it?
who hasnt except dana & keana?
Do you like your name?
its whatever.
Do you have any older siblings?
no
When was the last time you were on the phone after two am?
last night.
Was middle school a bad experience for you?
nope.
Tell me about the shirt you are wearing?
whack.
Do you tell your best friend everything?
only God knows it all.
When do you get the butterflies?
last time i had butterflies the boy with the beard laid his head on my shoulder.
if your single why?
i refuse to trust.
When was the last time you talked to your number one?
today, hii david !
Have you ever cried and didnt know why?
yep
do you have any plans for tomorrow?
breathing.
How old do you think you will be when you finally have children?
24
Would you rather watch football or baseball?
football
What made you happy today?
nothing at all. noone at all.
what is your middle name?
yvonne.
where will you be in an hour?
sleep.
could you date someone taller than you?
im like 3 feet tall.
do you like cuddling?
with him.
do you miss anyone?
yeah my boys.
do you like country music?
yah trick yah
are looks important?
yeah. of course
what are you looking forward to in the next couple of months?
christmas.
is your current hair color mostly your natural hair color?
its all natural..
how old are your siblings?
11 8 6
who did you sleep with last night?
me & my music note pillow.
if you were to die today would your life be complete?
i have God, so call that completion.
how do you handle stress?
i hide it. deep within.
do you think you can last in a relationship for three months?
sure
is your hair curly?
at the root ! lol
what was the first thing you thought this morning?
i need a yes or no.
where is the next place you will travel?
the moon.
Monday, September 29, 2008
humility.
ive had a constant issue with humbling
myself but someone said something to me
today that opened my eyes....
" you have alot of pride, and youre gonna
miss something thats good for you "
aint that the truth.
myself but someone said something to me
today that opened my eyes....
" you have alot of pride, and youre gonna
miss something thats good for you "
aint that the truth.
Tuesday, August 19, 2008
uncomfortable.
one issue ive always dealt with
is finding out that young men i consider
my friends end up with more than just
friendly feelings towards me. it often
makes me wonder if guys befriend me because
they are trying to build a relationship
or if they honestly & truly just want
to be a friend .
recently, someone surprisingly revealed
that he wanted to be more than friends
and it sucks because he's an awesome guy
but im just not intersted you know ?
usually im good about these things and keep
up the friendship but when someone basically
tries to force their way in i tend to get
a little you know... uncomfortable...
sigh...
is finding out that young men i consider
my friends end up with more than just
friendly feelings towards me. it often
makes me wonder if guys befriend me because
they are trying to build a relationship
or if they honestly & truly just want
to be a friend .
recently, someone surprisingly revealed
that he wanted to be more than friends
and it sucks because he's an awesome guy
but im just not intersted you know ?
usually im good about these things and keep
up the friendship but when someone basically
tries to force their way in i tend to get
a little you know... uncomfortable...
sigh...
Wednesday, August 6, 2008
Monday, August 4, 2008
july 29 2oo8
his touch is so powerful because thats where his gift lies
fingertips manipulate, force, press, and glide producing
lucid dreams controlled only by his mind flowing so naturally
like waves hit the shore so do his thoughts hit the fingers he
plays gently he captures the mood in his palm and it drips
softly following to the tips and bleeds onto the canvas he
bleeds , he breathes it , his life force making him so amazingly
capturing holding my attention. i watch, i desire that same touch
that same passion i beg it to be bleed upon me. the magic in his
hands fills me and i glow nothing else encompasses my mindbut
his magic. i lust for that power that touch as i yet sit back and watch. the magic, the power that he has envelops me i stare wanting eye contact hoping that maybe that passion
in his hands will burn through those eyesand see me the way he sees his canvas
his instrument he is the painter of his love he pours his colors into her & the sight
& sound produced is unmatched. eyes glazed over he looks at me as i watch
they glimmer but for a moment and he breaks his gaze he stops the silence is so loud
i look away .. why does he hide the magic for me?
disclaimer : intricate thoughts , not poetry.
fingertips manipulate, force, press, and glide producing
lucid dreams controlled only by his mind flowing so naturally
like waves hit the shore so do his thoughts hit the fingers he
plays gently he captures the mood in his palm and it drips
softly following to the tips and bleeds onto the canvas he
bleeds , he breathes it , his life force making him so amazingly
capturing holding my attention. i watch, i desire that same touch
that same passion i beg it to be bleed upon me. the magic in his
hands fills me and i glow nothing else encompasses my mindbut
his magic. i lust for that power that touch as i yet sit back and watch. the magic, the power that he has envelops me i stare wanting eye contact hoping that maybe that passion
in his hands will burn through those eyesand see me the way he sees his canvas
his instrument he is the painter of his love he pours his colors into her & the sight
& sound produced is unmatched. eyes glazed over he looks at me as i watch
they glimmer but for a moment and he breaks his gaze he stops the silence is so loud
i look away .. why does he hide the magic for me?
disclaimer : intricate thoughts , not poetry.
Friday, July 25, 2008
lapd=kkk.
so i was in inglewood today with my mother
my siblings my best friend (keana) & her neice,
and we see a group walking down manchester
in protest. as they are walking people are honking
and agreeing with their protest when they get a little
closer we realize that they are saying that the lapd is
the kkk, and that the inglewood pd are the real terrorist.
When i saw this i was ashamed of my race & culture.
Do we not understand that attaching racism
to every wrong done against us we make ourselves look ignorant?
every mishap can not be attributed to racism. i absolutely hate the
excuses given for the black man's plight. there are plenty of successful
african americans and they did not reach their various levels of success
by blaming "the white man". We must learn to break out of this mentality
in order to gain a better understanding of life. It breaks my heart to see
that we continue to rest in the ignorance of many slaves(who fought for the liberties we have today) who thought it impossible to move ahead, (did you all miss the civil rights movement?)
we still believe that everyone and everything is against
us when in reality we are the ones who are not willing to go out and make a difference
too concerned with BET awards, and soulja boy's latest dance move. lol
my poor people when will we get a grip?
p.s. im just being honest, and thats exactly why i wouldn't be upset if a white person said the same thing because its true.
my siblings my best friend (keana) & her neice,
and we see a group walking down manchester
in protest. as they are walking people are honking
and agreeing with their protest when they get a little
closer we realize that they are saying that the lapd is
the kkk, and that the inglewood pd are the real terrorist.
When i saw this i was ashamed of my race & culture.
Do we not understand that attaching racism
to every wrong done against us we make ourselves look ignorant?
every mishap can not be attributed to racism. i absolutely hate the
excuses given for the black man's plight. there are plenty of successful
african americans and they did not reach their various levels of success
by blaming "the white man". We must learn to break out of this mentality
in order to gain a better understanding of life. It breaks my heart to see
that we continue to rest in the ignorance of many slaves(who fought for the liberties we have today) who thought it impossible to move ahead, (did you all miss the civil rights movement?)
we still believe that everyone and everything is against
us when in reality we are the ones who are not willing to go out and make a difference
too concerned with BET awards, and soulja boy's latest dance move. lol
my poor people when will we get a grip?
p.s. im just being honest, and thats exactly why i wouldn't be upset if a white person said the same thing because its true.
Monday, June 2, 2008
See, Here's the thing.
So last nite was a tremendous nite in my life.
Which is an ironic statement because I was hurt
sooooo badly last nite. But God!
I tried to explain to a "best" friend of mine
that I had been distant because I was growing
closer to God, and I needed to pull away in order
to get closer to God, and he told me "to live my life,
and you shouldn't be so holy you lose friends"...
what a magnificent statement from someone who
calls himself a Christian. That comment hurt me so
much, simply because he was someone who was so
close to me, and I expected him to understand and
to give me the time that I need. Instead he attacked me
and hurt me and made me seem like I thought I was better
than him. But the anger in his spirit is no conviction of mine
its a conviction of his own doing.
After this conversation I cried, I cried my little eyes out (again)
but I opened my Word, and there it was plain as day
"More than that, I count all things to be loss in view of the surpassing value of knowing Christ Hesys my Lord, for whom I have suffered the loss of allthings, and conut them but rubbish so that I may gain Christ." Phillipians 3:8
God clearly revealed himself in His Word, and encouraged me to count everything but rubbish so that I may gain more of Him. Something I am more than willing to do. At that moment I realized
how in love I am with God, to the point that I am willing to sacrifice anyting for Him. Even my closest friends if they are trying to pull me away. The cross that I bear casts it shadow upon their faces letting me see the Glory of God first, and letting all else be in its shadow.
I am feeling the relationship grow between God & I and He is already taking me to another level of worship. WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! lol
I thank God because He is building awesome relationships with people around me. My Christian friend circle is opening and I am seeing awesome people for what they are, and im loving it. & There's a young man who is seemingly what I've been patiently waiting for...we shall see =)
Which is an ironic statement because I was hurt
sooooo badly last nite. But God!
I tried to explain to a "best" friend of mine
that I had been distant because I was growing
closer to God, and I needed to pull away in order
to get closer to God, and he told me "to live my life,
and you shouldn't be so holy you lose friends"...
what a magnificent statement from someone who
calls himself a Christian. That comment hurt me so
much, simply because he was someone who was so
close to me, and I expected him to understand and
to give me the time that I need. Instead he attacked me
and hurt me and made me seem like I thought I was better
than him. But the anger in his spirit is no conviction of mine
its a conviction of his own doing.
After this conversation I cried, I cried my little eyes out (again)
but I opened my Word, and there it was plain as day
"More than that, I count all things to be loss in view of the surpassing value of knowing Christ Hesys my Lord, for whom I have suffered the loss of allthings, and conut them but rubbish so that I may gain Christ." Phillipians 3:8
God clearly revealed himself in His Word, and encouraged me to count everything but rubbish so that I may gain more of Him. Something I am more than willing to do. At that moment I realized
how in love I am with God, to the point that I am willing to sacrifice anyting for Him. Even my closest friends if they are trying to pull me away. The cross that I bear casts it shadow upon their faces letting me see the Glory of God first, and letting all else be in its shadow.
I am feeling the relationship grow between God & I and He is already taking me to another level of worship. WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! lol
I thank God because He is building awesome relationships with people around me. My Christian friend circle is opening and I am seeing awesome people for what they are, and im loving it. & There's a young man who is seemingly what I've been patiently waiting for...we shall see =)
Saturday, March 22, 2008
29 facts you never even asked.
im bored. you love me. so read it.
29. i lived in new york once.
28. there's nothing like a nicely lined beard with a dimple in its midst
27. i like dawn from danity kane because thats my mother's name
26. light skin is and shall always be in.
25. i always and forever will have a crush on the rock
24. when i hear music i feel like someone loves me
23. i hate being lied to
22. my best friend's name is keana
21. my birthday is march 29th and theres no aries more aries than me
2o. i love hugs
19. when i was four i put a lego in my nose and had to go to er to have it removed
18. i like the smell of mothballs
17. i liked my best friend for like 2 years
16. now i like a guy who can be referred to as Guy legally.
15. i used to get nauseous when i thought about my ex boyfriend during meals.
14. when im home alone i sing very loudly
13. my bed set at my dorm has music notes all over it
12. i let someone who was absolultely perfect for me go. & i dont care actually.
11. vodka && i dont agree well when i drink it.
1o. i can do 6 cartwheels in a row when im drunk.
9. i cant seem to get away from musicians.
8. i dont trust girls, they never brought me good fortune.
7. im actually a church girl
6. if john legend and i were in the same room id probably seduce him. and i think Jesus would understand .
5. anita baker is my favorite singer
4. i hate the way fish look and im afraid to touch them.
3. amy winehouse is my heroo.
2. i hate when people stare into my eyes as were talking and then make mention of their color.
1. i hate , and i do mean hate WHEN PEOPLE SMACK WHILE THEY ARE EATING.
29. i lived in new york once.
28. there's nothing like a nicely lined beard with a dimple in its midst
27. i like dawn from danity kane because thats my mother's name
26. light skin is and shall always be in.
25. i always and forever will have a crush on the rock
24. when i hear music i feel like someone loves me
23. i hate being lied to
22. my best friend's name is keana
21. my birthday is march 29th and theres no aries more aries than me
2o. i love hugs
19. when i was four i put a lego in my nose and had to go to er to have it removed
18. i like the smell of mothballs
17. i liked my best friend for like 2 years
16. now i like a guy who can be referred to as Guy legally.
15. i used to get nauseous when i thought about my ex boyfriend during meals.
14. when im home alone i sing very loudly
13. my bed set at my dorm has music notes all over it
12. i let someone who was absolultely perfect for me go. & i dont care actually.
11. vodka && i dont agree well when i drink it.
1o. i can do 6 cartwheels in a row when im drunk.
9. i cant seem to get away from musicians.
8. i dont trust girls, they never brought me good fortune.
7. im actually a church girl
6. if john legend and i were in the same room id probably seduce him. and i think Jesus would understand .
5. anita baker is my favorite singer
4. i hate the way fish look and im afraid to touch them.
3. amy winehouse is my heroo.
2. i hate when people stare into my eyes as were talking and then make mention of their color.
1. i hate , and i do mean hate WHEN PEOPLE SMACK WHILE THEY ARE EATING.
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