one: God is good, i been struggling and struggling tryna find some release so i went to nana talked to her about it , and guess what she did? she calmed me down and prayed for me =] thank God for praying nanas.
two: i had a dream last night he said : " britteney, i love you. & i said i know i love you too ______ , and he said " no i mean i love you ".
so saturday night, we took my bff kiki h. to the orpheum theatre to see justin nozuka , lenka & missy higgins. can i first say it was an amazing show three FANTASTIC artists who are very talented. secondly, i took AWESOME pictures:
i emailed this to myself in november from my sidekick...its quite interesting.
"i put my toe in the water to test you but you came from behind & pushed me in & at first i floated , swam , explored you. i enjoyed you the way your waves pushed me to & fro the way you engulfed me in your sweet coolness you let me relax in you & hide from hot summer days in your hands yet in your darkest places i found parts of you that i admired like the managerie of beautiful colors on your walls & floors the beautiful things that take life in you , but i found parts of you that were hidden by your beauty , by your waves , by the way you move , you got me right where you wanted me and your current took me under , i couldnt feel the floor i began to drown even as strong as i am i started to drown in you & as i sank i realized that outwardly you were everything i wanted but deep within you`re just a ugly body of water , snatching me under , flowing peacefully as you watched me drown."
so this is it , the day before my 19th birthday my favorite celebrity dwayne johnson will be hosting the 2009 kids choice awards and he'll be in the same city im in...its pretty heart wrenching to know he'll be so close and iwont see him.
but hey, maybe i should start praying about it, cause God does give us our heart's desire right? but that seems so shallow. but hey i got spice girl tickets 10 years ago on a prayer so who says i wont get to meet the rock??
