caution.

we as people
must be careful
not to allow our
outwards to display
what our inwards feel.

our hearts sometimes
rule our very actions
and we dont think upon
them until much later...


contemplate.

everythingg.

some things you just have to trust God on,
and let HIM tell you exactly what to do..

right now i am full of so many emotions
and i need so much help!

Proverbs 27: 17

As iron sharpens iron,
so a friend sharpens a friend.





when i was distraught from losing
two of the closest friends i'd evr had
( not to death but to the world) a beacon
of light shined through the darkeness..
a constant source of encouragement,
full of Godly wisdom and intricate thoughts.

i thank God for you Tyree!

Jude 1 : 24

Now unto Him that is able
to keep me from falling..
please dont let me fall in love.

but nevertheless,
THY will be done.

214o9.

today i had a wonderful day filled with cleaning and the laughter of my closest friends but on such a day revolved around love and physical emotions , i dare say i took a second to contemplate how i really felt about some things and i came to these conclusions:

1. once i love someone i love them forever.
2. sometimes we cant help who we love.
3. out of sight does not take someone out of mind.

desi arnaz,

though this may be strange,
i happen to find desi arnaz quite
appealing . he loved to dress ,
always wore suits & ties , he was
a musician , had a beautiful smile,
and was imaginative and funny.
it seems that all of those qualities
wrapped into one make the perfect gentleman.
im not sure about his salvation, but i dare
say if that man were saved, and i was alive
when he was alive i definitely would've had
to have been mrs. desi arnaz. shooot.


ps; where is the ricky to my lucy?

wtf.

excuse me ? ....

all things

romans 8 : 28 says
" AND WE KNOW THAT GOD CAUSES ALL THINGS TO WORK TOGETHER FOR THE GOOD OF THOSE THAT LOVE GOD , THOSE WHO ARE CALLED ACCORDING TO HIS PURPOSE"

and ever so often i end up in situations that seem like they can only hurt me, as though nothing about this situation is working in my favor. but just recently..today actually God revealed to me that just cause it seems like its not in YOUR favor, God has to work things together for the good of "those that love him, and are called according to his purpose" not just me.

but i can truly say after today i am satisfied knowing that something not "seemingly" in my favor is already in my favor, and God has blessed someone i care dearly for by hurting me just a little.

but in the end i trust GOD to do what he said he would do. Lord, thy will be done.

abstain.

obedience is better than sacrifice..
so what do you get when you pair the two?

new moon.

wait,
dont ever
come into my world.
and then turn it upside
down, or as some would say
right side up..

Lord help me remain focused,
and save someone [i love] along the way.


amen.